Im going absolutely batsh*t crazy. I never ever ever get 5 mins to myself in a day. My kids all have adhd and are so full on and in my face every min of the day, my husband is off work, noisy animals and i work in a shared noisy office with ppl all day and never get a lunch break. My phone never stops pinging, kids are in bed with me every night. I need alone time more than i can possibly express because when I have told my therapist she thinks i need a break and says to go out with friends, get my nails done or walk along the beach. But there is ppl there! I mean i want to be truly alone in my own space and not look or hear another being! Im utterly miserable and starting to hate everyone. I do think im on the asd spectrum so perhaps others dont understand this? Honestly getting so bad im having suicidal thoughts now because its the only break i can see. I won't do it of course but i cant help the thoughts that come. Does anyone else feel like this?