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Find someone else who will never make you feel horrible. Tell this married guy it’s over, delete and block his number and off all socials.
I have broken it off, blocked him on everything. I will not be this person anymore!
Every time he makes you feel good, ask yourself if his wife found your texts, would she feel the same ‘good’ you do? No. She’d probably want to poke your eyes out cos I can guarantee he’s not in an open relationship.
I ended my affair with a married man about 12 months ago (I am also married). It was tough.. it is an addiction and nothing more. Honestly he feels nothing for you he is only driven by his own hormones. Although by the sounds of it you have also suffered from the ‘love drug’. My reason for ending it was also guilt for his wife. I had a dream involving her and the very next day I cut all ties.
I was single and with a married man for 7 years. It was so hard to walk away but I did. Took a long time to get over.