I cheated on my boyfriend
Answered 9 months ago
I recently cheated on my boyfriend, with a guy that I basically was in a relationship with previously with. We lived a long way apart so it was easy to cut the Ex out my life. The sex was the best I have ever had with the ex. Recently my boyfriend has been smoking loads and being quite distant. The ex happened to be in town so we met for a coffee for closure. I ended up going back to his hotel and having a kiss. I feel awful and I am not looking for sympathy. But I find myself distracting myself with anything to not think about it. I don’t want some rude answers. I just want to know how I continue my relationship with my boyfriend and be good to him. I can’t afford therapy, I have been working from home and had been through a traumatic illness. (Not that is an excuse) I felt like I needed to FEEL ALIVE. But I would never cheat on him with anyone else I have no interest. Do I just block the ex and continue as normal with my partner? How do I forgive myself? I do love him and he has been my rock.
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I have had affairs all because I couldn’t communicate my needs with my husband I had lost my self esteem and self worth. I made the worst possible decision when I ‘feel’ into an affair.
Mistakes happen just be careful this one doesn’t snowball out of control.